jessica's jocoserious musings

 Hello my muses, I AM FREE FROM THE SHACKLES OF EXAM SEASON Just had my last exam on Tuesday and I did somewhat okay!!! Now I am free from studying at my desk for hours, crashing out over everything, and I will never have to sit a highschool exam EVER AGAIN. I've been anticipating this moment for aggggggggggeeeeeessssssssss. As much as the exams have sucked, this whole period has been somewhat nice?! Everyone was trauma bonding over exams and it was all very unserious in such a serious time. Studying at the library was really nice, whether there were friends or not, and I also liked coming to school to talk to my teachers. Most of the time I had questions over content but a lot of the time it was just to get emotional support😭 Now I have so much time on my hands. So far I've played a lot of valorant and roblox, cleaned up my room to an extent, and doomscrolled for hours. Life is good. There are also a lottt of events coming up in the next couple of weeks. It's about to get...

 Hello my beautiful muses, Happy one year of Jessica's Jocoserious Musings!! 365 days with this blog <3 I started this blog at a very emotional, nostalgic and eventful part of my year last year. School was wrapping up and all my worries were surrounded by anxious year 12 thoughts. It's so bittersweet to read back on my old posts, I wish I could give that Jessica a hug.  2024 was a tough year, mentally and academically. With this blog, I got to express my feelings and unpack such a busy time in my life. It also allowed me to notice all the good that I take for granted. I always think I'm a new person by the end of the year, and 2025 has definitely changed me with all these new experiences, but deep down I still resonate with the girl I was last year.  It comes so subtly, though in hindsight it's obvious, how one matures over time. With everything that went down last year, I feel like I really found myself by the end of it. My personality, my likes and dislikes and all...

 Hello my muses, How's life going for you guys?! Personally, I'm at a very weird stage of the year. School is technically over, exams have started, and I am meant to be 'locked in'. I think the existence of this post can give you all the answers you need about how locked in I truly am.  I have one exam under the belt so far (it went...interestingly, but lets not dwell on that). It's basically a second SWOTVAC now because there is a week gap until my next exam. That's when it snowballs rapidly as I basically have all of them in a row. THEN I AM FREE. This summer is going to be so great, there are already so many things lined up straight after exams including our schoolies trip!!! I also turn 18 a few days after my last exam ?!?!?! wdym I have less than 2 weeks left of my childhood. WHAT DO YOU MEANNN. The fact that there are only two months left in the year? Crazy. It all flew by so rapidly, it's hard to even process everything. There was so much going on at ...

 Hello my muses,  Today's blog post is a special one. We've just had our LAST week of high school, ever!!! It was bittersweet, it was chaotic and overall, it was full of love. Leading up to this moment, all I could think about was how this is really it. These are the moments I will be looking back on in the future and I will never experience something quite like this again. All these people won't be in my life as much as they have over the past 6 years and the thought of that has made me really sad. Although there's a lot I am happy to be free from, there's also SO MUCH I'm going to miss 😭 The week started off with a normal Monday, though many people partook in the forbidden gender bend theme which is a tradition the teachers try to kill to no avail. Anyway, it was quite entertaining to see all the boys get excited about wearing skirts and dresses and how poorly it fit them. In our second last free period ever, my friends and I decided to take a walk around the...

 Hello my muses,  I am here for my monthly blog post! Life has been...........interesting recently, but honestly this whole year has been very interesting indeed. I don't know why, but the universe decided to give me every canon event ALL AT ONCE.  Life after production ended was so miserable. I miss it so bad 😭but I will be forever grateful for the experience. It was extra miserable as I had so many tests coming out of production all the way til the end of the term. But in all honesty, integrating back into school life was easier than I expected. I kept on top of my coursework relatively well and wasn't too burnt out.  Okay so I'm not gonna lie, the rest of term three was a bit unmemorable. We just had classes, tried to lock in, and yeah. Though, the last week of school felt oddly bittersweet. We still have one more term but its really short for us (two weeks) so we had a countdown in the senior study centre already. And the weather started to warm up so the end of...