jessica's jocoserious musings

 Hello my muses,  I am here for my monthly blog post! Life has been...........interesting recently, but honestly this whole year has been very interesting indeed. I don't know why, but the universe decided to give me every canon event ALL AT ONCE.  Life after production ended was so miserable. I miss it so bad 😭but I will be forever grateful for the experience. It was extra miserable as I had so many tests coming out of production all the way til the end of the term. But in all honesty, integrating back into school life was easier than I expected. I kept on top of my coursework relatively well and wasn't too burnt out.  Okay so I'm not gonna lie, the rest of term three was a bit unmemorable. We just had classes, tried to lock in, and yeah. Though, the last week of school felt oddly bittersweet. We still have one more term but its really short for us (two weeks) so we had a countdown in the senior study centre already. And the weather started to warm up so the end of...

 Hello my muses,  The last time I was on here, term three hadn't even started yet. Now that we are 6 weeks in, I can happily report that it has gone exactly as expected. I was hit with an onslaught of sacs in the first three weeks which I somehow made out alive, though barely. After that, I experienced the best two weeks of my year because it was finally time to put on our show for production!! I was really lucky in the sense that I had no sacs during the dress rehearsal week and the show week, so I got to live in the moment without too much stress, though missing all those classes definitely made me a lil worried about my academic future. However, I just finished my last sac for the week and it went pretty well which is so shocking since I missed all those classes. Production Guys I'm so sad that Shrek is over 😭What do you mean I will never be a part of a high school production ever again?! Our first day of dress rehearsals was a very interesting one and honestly, by the end...

 Hello my muses, It's been quite the while since I've last written a blog post, so long that we are already in the second half of the year. There's much to catch you up on!! It's currently the LAST day of school holidays and I am TERRIFIED for tomorrow. Though, at this point, I couldn't care less about school. Jokes, mostly. My mindset to get through this is that next year, when I'm happily in uni, nothing this year will matter. If I convince myself of that, maybe I'll get by unscathed. Let's see. You bet I'm going to cry when I get my ATAR though. Sad or happy tears? I don't know.  I'm going to set this up in sections because there is a lot to cover. TERM TWO RECAP So, this term flew by so fast. Faster than the term before. I had a sac basically every week until the last few which felt like bliss. But I also started to slack off on studying. Despite my academic struggles, there were many events that made the term really fun. In the last post...

Hello my muses, There are many things I want to talk about in this post, so excuse me if it's a bit of a messy one.  I am currently watching the Spanish GP with my dear friend, Celine. She recently got into F1 which I'm so happy about because I finally have someone to watch races and discuss everything with. The race doesn't have my full attention though (obvi, im here writing) because my fav driver, Carlos Sainz, had a pretty bad quali and right now him and Albon are last in the race 💔I have converted into a Williams fan because I am a Carlos fan before anything. Hopefully they can bring things back this race. Today, I watched this animated film on Netflix called 'Lost in Starlight' and woooow it was really good. It's set in the 2050's and everything's pretty futuristic with holograms and all that. The animation of everything was just gorge, the colours were immaculate and the vibes were so high. I loved the relationship between the main characters and...

 Hello my muses, It's been a bit since my last post and there is much to catch you up on, mainly the academic confusion I am in right now. Whilst it is not a total downfall, it is definitely not a comeback. In some subjects, well one in particular, I'm on the brink of failing. The only thing keeping me afloat is accounting, because I only need to put in half the effort as my other subjects and still get way better results. So things are a bit uncertain at the moment, especially regarding my ATAR... that's an end of year problem! We are now into week five of term two. Basically halfway through classes as it ends early due to exams. And even after all this time, it hasn't hit me that this is actually it. This is my final year of high school. Everything I've worked for in the past six years comes down to this. And honestly, this year has not been going the way I expected. The glory of being in year 12 isn't really there, and the workload and stress outweighs the go...