exam szn (this time it matters)

 Hello my muses,

How's life going for you guys?! Personally, I'm at a very weird stage of the year. School is technically over, exams have started, and I am meant to be 'locked in'. I think the existence of this post can give you all the answers you need about how locked in I truly am. 

I have one exam under the belt so far (it went...interestingly, but lets not dwell on that). It's basically a second SWOTVAC now because there is a week gap until my next exam. That's when it snowballs rapidly as I basically have all of them in a row. THEN I AM FREE. This summer is going to be so great, there are already so many things lined up straight after exams including our schoolies trip!!! I also turn 18 a few days after my last exam ?!?!?! wdym I have less than 2 weeks left of my childhood. WHAT DO YOU MEANNN. The fact that there are only two months left in the year? Crazy. It all flew by so rapidly, it's hard to even process everything. There was so much going on at school, not only academically but also socially. I think year 11 me would implode if she knew half of the things that happened this year. My one year blogging anniversary is also coming up on the 8th of Nov 💗 These blogs have been so cute to journal and document bits of my life. I also love seeing my friends' blogs and how each one is a reflection of our personalities. 

Exam season has been rough. I study, but it never feels like enough. I also wish I had less subjects to handle, like if I only had maths to focus on it would be so free. Though, I do like the freedom and studying with my friends at the library or school even though it's more like 50% studying and 50% chatting...

Well, that's all from me. Just a lil post during exams. Please please please can the rest of my exams go well 🙏

Thanks for reading,

- Jessica

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