my sobs can be heard from space

 Hello my muses, 

My emotions are all over the place right now, I feel like so much has happened within the span of a few days. For starters, I got my results for my advanced placement subject today. Honestly, I haven't really processed it all and I'm not really thinking about it too much because it will make me go insane. Have I mentioned I'm a huge overthinker? I feel like it hurts more than it normally would because I had a sliver of hope that I would do better. Remind me to be more rational next year. 

The 2024 F1 season AND The Eras Tour ended on the same day and I shed so many tears. Mainly for F1 because my favourite driver, Carlos Sainz, drove his last race for Ferrari. It was such an emotional race, especially because Ferrari narrowly missed the constructors title. I'm so sad Charles and Carlos aren't going to be teammates anymore and every interview and edit I watch makes my heart break a little more. At least they got to share the podium as teammates for one final time :') I'm kinda excited to see how next year will go with all the new driver changes though. It's going to be so different. Ugh can we just fast-forward life until the first race? 

Okay to make me less sad I'm going to list some of the little things that have made me happy recently:
- My TTPD: the Anthology CD came in the mail today. I love this album so much and I was waiting for the Anthology CD to be released to buy it
- I had rice paper rolls for lunch and they were DELICIOUS 
- I finished watching Austin and Ally the other day which made me cry (because everything's been making me cry recently) but also really happy because the ending was so sweet and did the characters justice (mostly, cuz #spoilers why is Trish married to Chuck?! Didn't see that one coming)
- On Tuesday, I lowkey just napped the whole day away and had some really good dreams
- I got a new phone and it's PINK she's so gorge omg
- I rewatched Zootopia and realised I did not appreciate it enough as a kid. Why was it amazing
- 2 weeks til Christmas and 3 til the new year (okay that makes me a little sad)

Bye guys, hopefully in the next post I'm less emo

- Jessica

Comments

  1. im in the same boat as you rn, dw you'll get thru this trustt

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