one lap around the sun

 Hello my beautiful muses,

Happy one year of Jessica's Jocoserious Musings!! 365 days with this blog <3

I started this blog at a very emotional, nostalgic and eventful part of my year last year. School was wrapping up and all my worries were surrounded by anxious year 12 thoughts. It's so bittersweet to read back on my old posts, I wish I could give that Jessica a hug. 

2024 was a tough year, mentally and academically. With this blog, I got to express my feelings and unpack such a busy time in my life. It also allowed me to notice all the good that I take for granted. I always think I'm a new person by the end of the year, and 2025 has definitely changed me with all these new experiences, but deep down I still resonate with the girl I was last year. 

It comes so subtly, though in hindsight it's obvious, how one matures over time. With everything that went down last year, I feel like I really found myself by the end of it. My personality, my likes and dislikes and all of that. And then with this year, I grew to be more confident in myself and what I stand for. 2025 has lived up to all it's expectations. School got really hard but I pushed through and performed so much better than last year (though the bar was on the floor). All our events and celebrations led to such a memorable year and I'm so grateful for all of it. All the friends I've made throughout the year, all the support I've had and all the memories that I will be taking with me forever. This was truly my best year of highschool and I'm so glad it's ending on a high. Though, I still have two exams to go... the finish line is SO CLOSE. 

This summer is going to be the best summer of my life. There are so many plans lined up after exams and I just CANNOT WAITTT. Plus, I'm going to be 18 soon which is so crazy to me. I am actually so ready for exams to be over. PLEASEEEEEE get me out of here. 

Alright that's the end of this post. Thank you so much for reading and happy one year anniversary 💖

- Jessica

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